Salam Eid to all Muslims out there! It's such a sad thing to know that Ramadhan is over in a blink. It was a meaningful month for me even though I didn't manage to control my anger most of the time. It was, thus, my mistake, after all. But whatever it is, I'll try my best to do better in time to come.
Anyways, I have learnt to let go of my personal grudge towards a classmate. We did not talk for nearly three months already, and in the beginning, I was quite angry because I didn't know what I did wrong. But as time goes by, even though some of us show attitude towards one another, I have decided to put an end to it. Yes, there were times when I got agitated. But, as I realized that there's a possibility that we won't be in the same class next semester, I feel that it is only right if we could be okay with each other. I don't expect us to chit chat like how we used to. But a friendly hi-bye would be okay, wouldn't it?
So, that Thursday, I went to her and we shook hands since it was the last day for me to be in the same team as her. I couldn't possibly part ways with personal grudges planted in me. We, as human beings, sometimes need to let go of our ego & set things right. I won't say that I'm a good person, because I know I'm not. But, somehow... Maybe Allah SWT has decided to show me what's right to do. So, He opened my heart & showed me the way. And that was when I wished her all the best. Really.
My heart isn't feeling heavy anymore after what I did. I'm quite happy, actually :)
Anyways, every Ramadhan, I will always remember of my late Grandpa. It's been four years since he returned to Allah SWT. And I never fail to heed his advice. Whenever I feel like giving up, I would always remember of what he has said to me. I will never forget late Grandpa's words. I love you always, Atok :')
I'm actually quite tired from yesterday's outing. Had Jaz to accompany me for threading. Went to Holland Village to visit the shop that she regularly go to. But the owner said that the reservation was full. So we had no idea where to do my eyebrows. So Jaz recommended me to give a call to another threading shop that she went to before. Since the beautician said that I could come over, we had no choice but to travel from Holland Village to Farrer Park.
I'm just a little fussy when it comes to threading. HAHAH! So after threading, we met up with Huili & off we went to Serangoon Gardens for dinner. It was my first time eating there, anyway. HAHAHAH! As usual, the three of us are like retards when we started talking of our secondary school days. Never fail to make me laugh when I'm with them. Really had a great time :) And thanks Jaz for the trophy! LOL!
And today, it was a never-ending household chores. I think I'm like an old lady, having a backache. Scary. I need someone to crack it for me, though. HAHAHA!
*Reads the post* This is one long post after so long. Hmmmm. This is it then. Have a great holiday & study hard for your UT 3 (this is for my classmates)!
Can't wait for this afternoon. Will be uniting with aunts, uncles, cousins.. Almost the whole family, I must say! HEHE.
Before I sign off......
Regards,
Hazirah A. Rahim
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